Let's Start This Again

OK, let's make two things perfectly clear...The first is that, I love sleep and I really need to get over that.  They say that when you exercise you get more energy, but I need more energy NOW so I can really dive into exercising and running!  Two, I love snacking.  Food is a problem for me and I just don't know how to work past that.  Let's take today for an example...I just had a cup and a half of pasta, and a piece of flat bread for lunch, and I just had some Pirate's Booty.  My new rule...starting with again next week...NO EATING at my desk!  Unless my tummy is growling!  And, next week, come hell or high water (ooohhhh, so dramatic!) I WILL get up every morning as scheduled.  How do I expect to be able to do the Disney Half this fall if I don't get working.  I get so mad at my lazy self, then it makes me feel even more defeated and goal-less.  Ugh...